something......

Just now i've just read a blog from someone and i think that we have same experience what @@
i think that she was very blessful bout something that she should know .
i've waited almost 1 year about something that i wanna know .
but , i didn't get any response from that something .
haissss ~
i think that ...... didn't care me already .

i'll begin the story here :
last year , when i broke up with my boyfriend .
i felt that i've lost my everything =(
but , i have my bestie ! did you know ? they cheers me up !
at that time , i felt that's the best decision for us .
i didn't find him like before when we broke up .
because i already " THOI PHUA "
every day , i spent my day with my bestie and of course i didn't forget my family ^^
my mum also ask me to find the better one and i replied her .
" mum , i promise that i'll not love another man till i have forget him "
my mum just smiled and asked me to study hard , don't think about love first .
day by day , i felt very lonely until finally a guy appear from my life .
at first , i don't care about him . cause i still love my ex .
but , after 1 week ago , i think that he was a nice guy what ! =)
he was very nice to me but he has told me that he was not a nice guy .
he was very kind with all girls that she know .
and i just say , " oooooooo , it's doesn't matter "
until one night , suddenly i felt stomachache . " oh my gosh ! it's already ten o'clock !
it's very impossible that i went out to buy some medicine . suan le baaa , just sleep and tomorrow will be okayy "
on that time , i was sms-ing with him .
then he said that he wanted to bring me some medicine .
suddenly , BLANK !!!!! i replied and said " no , no , no . it's very late already . i just need to take a rest "
he didn't replied me and suddenly he called me .
my phone rang " LALALALAALALALAA ~ " i answered and he said , " i've arrived you home , open the door please " .
@@ on that situation , i just wearing my pyjamas .
quickly , i grabbed my jacket and run to open the door .
he smiled and bring that medicine for me .
he said " quick eat your medicine after that take your rest " i replied okayy and say thank you to him .
after he went home , i feel very happy . still have someone who cares me ! =)
but i didn't feel anything to him and i treat him as my BESTFRIEND !
day after day , time passed so quick and we became closer .
i treat him as my brother ^^
but , on april , my ex text me and said that he wanna back with me .
he really felt that he has lost his everything and feel very sorry cause he didn't cherish me .
at first i didn't like to back with him . but , quite a long time .
i felt that i still love him so i decided to back with him .
and of course i lost contact with that guy =(
felt very sad but " nasi sudah jadi bubur "
i really wanna know how's his feeling but i afraid to ask and also didn't get a change to ask .
and now , i also live happily with my boyfriend .
but , it doesn't mean that i forget him .


PS : IF YOU LOVE SOMEONE , BETTER TELL HIM OR HER . CAUSE , IF YOU HAVE LOST THEM YOU WILL REGRET AND IT'S ALSO TOO LATE .