lonely ?

what feelings i hate most ?
it's LONELY !
why ? because when you felt lonely .
you'll miss and think of someone who you love most .
and that's the feeling that i must have , maybe few months more .
my bestfriend just went to batam , few weeks ago .
i really felt that i have lost the important person in my life .
and now , will i have the same feelings again ?
i think that i'll have the same feelings again .
and OF COURSE ! I'LL HAVE ! =(
but if that's the best way for you , dear .
i'll let you go . you must have a good future also .
and just don't forget one thing .

i'm at here , waiting for your come back , and you'll become a success man .

I LOVE YOU !

LOST = AFRAID ?

i just read about something .
what is sister call ? damn ! =)
i just really confuse about my friendship .
sister ? should be like that ?
in front of me you are the nice one , but at my back .
YOU ARE THE FAKERRR ONE !
good yayyy ?
that's why my by said , don't be to nice .
cause you haven't knew their real attitude .
oh gosh ! now i just realise it .
i don't afraid to lose you , i just afraid to lose my everything .
who is you ? that's you !

Gathering...

15.05.2010 , our first gathering at PANORAMA KTV ! =)
it has been so long that we didn't see one another .
and also some of us lost contact for one another yayy >.<
bur our firndship never end .
hope that there will be another gathering .
love yaaa friends ! =)

who is that girl ? she call deny ! =)
pretty right ?
she is my bestie when we still junior high school .
i call her " NGIA MOI
i like to share my problem with her . cause she really can keep my promise . and we never lost contact cause till now we study at same school .
love yaa den ! =)

this girl call susanti or ahuii .

but i prefer call her huii aaaaa .
hahaaasss ~
she is also my bestie when we still junior high school .
she is really a nice person also " SEBUNG "
we never lost contact ! =)
love yaaa huii ^^

dher name is aya =)
she also my bestie an my sista o .
ayaaaa , love yaaa !
hahaaasss ~

yeaaaahhhh ~

deny, i, huii, ayaa miss yaaa =)
keep contact and hang oud together !

this boy call samuel .
my geng when we still junior high school o .
his really like to tell a joke .
and beside him is his lover , call vivin .
last long yaa both ! =)

beside me ? GUSNADI .

hahaasss =pp his voice very wonderful ee .
and he also lost his fat and became loke this now .
handsome right ? =D

beside me call robin .
hahaass . his hair really funny yaaa =D
last night when i take picha with him , after she the result , we all laugh .
hahaaasss =D
his hair like kribo at the picture .
i lost contact with him almost 3 years . and last night , we all gather again =)

this guy call jetvin or aping
he is from smp 5 , but we also ask him to join .


really have a fun gathering ! =)

something......

Just now i've just read a blog from someone and i think that we have same experience what @@
i think that she was very blessful bout something that she should know .
i've waited almost 1 year about something that i wanna know .
but , i didn't get any response from that something .
haissss ~
i think that ...... didn't care me already .

i'll begin the story here :
last year , when i broke up with my boyfriend .
i felt that i've lost my everything =(
but , i have my bestie ! did you know ? they cheers me up !
at that time , i felt that's the best decision for us .
i didn't find him like before when we broke up .
because i already " THOI PHUA "
every day , i spent my day with my bestie and of course i didn't forget my family ^^
my mum also ask me to find the better one and i replied her .
" mum , i promise that i'll not love another man till i have forget him "
my mum just smiled and asked me to study hard , don't think about love first .
day by day , i felt very lonely until finally a guy appear from my life .
at first , i don't care about him . cause i still love my ex .
but , after 1 week ago , i think that he was a nice guy what ! =)
he was very nice to me but he has told me that he was not a nice guy .
he was very kind with all girls that she know .
and i just say , " oooooooo , it's doesn't matter "
until one night , suddenly i felt stomachache . " oh my gosh ! it's already ten o'clock !
it's very impossible that i went out to buy some medicine . suan le baaa , just sleep and tomorrow will be okayy "
on that time , i was sms-ing with him .
then he said that he wanted to bring me some medicine .
suddenly , BLANK !!!!! i replied and said " no , no , no . it's very late already . i just need to take a rest "
he didn't replied me and suddenly he called me .
my phone rang " LALALALAALALALAA ~ " i answered and he said , " i've arrived you home , open the door please " .
@@ on that situation , i just wearing my pyjamas .
quickly , i grabbed my jacket and run to open the door .
he smiled and bring that medicine for me .
he said " quick eat your medicine after that take your rest " i replied okayy and say thank you to him .
after he went home , i feel very happy . still have someone who cares me ! =)
but i didn't feel anything to him and i treat him as my BESTFRIEND !
day after day , time passed so quick and we became closer .
i treat him as my brother ^^
but , on april , my ex text me and said that he wanna back with me .
he really felt that he has lost his everything and feel very sorry cause he didn't cherish me .
at first i didn't like to back with him . but , quite a long time .
i felt that i still love him so i decided to back with him .
and of course i lost contact with that guy =(
felt very sad but " nasi sudah jadi bubur "
i really wanna know how's his feeling but i afraid to ask and also didn't get a change to ask .
and now , i also live happily with my boyfriend .
but , it doesn't mean that i forget him .


PS : IF YOU LOVE SOMEONE , BETTER TELL HIM OR HER . CAUSE , IF YOU HAVE LOST THEM YOU WILL REGRET AND IT'S ALSO TOO LATE .